I am: Pretty sure I'm doing better.
Do not ask for an explanation of the journal title, because it's just too damn early for that. I just needed to put something there, even if it does sound incredibly dumb. I can't honestly say I give a crap at the moment.
My college semester is almost over, and with that, another crappy chapter in my life ends. I do not mean in any way that another crappy chapter is going to start, or that there's something incredibly big happening. Well, there is, but some of you might not believe me if I tried to tell you. It's just way, way, way
out of this world and I might sound somewhere between kind of and entirely delusional. I ended up speaking with my therapist about it, and at first I felt like I did sound entirely delusional. Meh, I'm not. Just, something totally mind-screwy happened to an incredibly close friend of mine and me last week, and it's left us presumably quite different. We've figured a lot of stuff out since last Monday. *you are looking at the rambling of an incredibly strange person*
I can happily say that after about six or so months, my muse is totally back. Totally back, and as you can see, I can really get into writing again. It feels so good to stretch my creative mind properly. I can also really get back to actually drawing again, too. And trust me, I have a lot of drawing to do. I have a crap-ton of characters to draw, and I want to get them finally drawn. *huggles the cast of Interlocked Lives* I'm also working out the details of my characters.
And in light of what happened recently, I'm working on a fanfic of sorts. This is primarily Final Fantasy VII, but very open to being whole lot more than that. It's simply that I have the need to get enticingly close to Sephiroth and Genesis more than anyone else. Those two are uber-important to me, as if they were two of my closest friends. My other, of whom went through the aforementioned thing with me, called me a Genesis-type of person in reference to certain paths, three First-class Soldiers, and just generally us being chock-full of fandom references. In no way, however, am I as arrogant as that endearing asshole. Meh, the main character is the more real me, not my characters Cari or Rose. It's kind of-sort of loosely based on my actual life and 'character development'.
At any rate, I have a lot of catching up to do and a lot more of finding myself again. Through my isolation, I kind of lost who I was. If I'm not actually seen around here updating stuff much, then just know I'm just sorting my life back out. Now, if you'll excuse me...
*waves like a madwoman and runs off to get crap sorted out* TTFN~!